When I am depressed, I feel hopeless and alone. I feel like there is no one there to support me, and that because of that, I will never have the strength to make my life better. I feel like if only there were one person who believed in me, then I could manage. I also feel self-destructive impulses. I want to eat junk food, not healthy food. I want to stay up late, not go to bed on time. I feel (but don't worry, I won't do these things) like cutting myself or jumping off from a height.
When I'm happy, I feel like the song in my heart is so strong that no negative events in my life can quell it. I feel like I can take risks, because I will be okay. If I fall, I will just get right back up with a smile and go on with loving life.
Druids know life is cyclical. Sometimes I'll be depressed. Sometimes I'll be happy. That's how life is. That's okay.