Since about mid-November, I haven't been able to keep up with myself. My blog has become boring, because all I do is mope about how tired and sick and overwhelmed I am. My druid practices have been slipping away. I used to meditate daily, go for a nature walk weekly, and practice seasonal rituals 8 times a year. I'm not doing that any more. I did make a choice to let it go, because I had too many other things. Even after I let it go, I still had too many things.
I want to do even more things. It bothers me all the time that I don't spend enough time with the people I like, I don't spend enough time dancing, I don't spend enough time singing, I don't spend any time learning to play a musical instrument.
I have to find another way.
I've been trying to find another way for a long time. It's easier said that done.